crystal meth and ulcers

[innerbeautyjl]

my brother's best friend died on Friday night. see, when my brother was still in macon, he was intoa lot of heavy drugs and stuff. so were all of his friends. Well, harley was the one who was the worst, i would say. He just got out of jail a week ago (for drugs). My mom got a call on Saturday morning from my grandma (who still lives in macon). Harley died late on friday night. At first we thought that it was suicide from a drug overdose. But we were wrong. There is this guy named Chip in Macon. Complete dirtbag let me tell ya. i HATE him. always have since i was little and i always will. little bastard. anyway, him and harley were doing crystal meth on friday night and harley obviously took too much and started convulsing (having seizures). Chip didn't want to get into trouble so he didn't call the paramedics or anything. He threw Harley into the back of his truck and dumped in at his mom's house. I dunno if he was inside or outside or what, but his mom is clinically insane so you can't blame her for not calling the paramedics either. She doesn't know any better. she's not all there in the head. so, harley died. we told tim on saturday. i haven't heard my brother cry since i was in about the 7th grade because my aunt was almost dying. He BAWLED when we told him. He's known Harley since he was just a little thing. Harley practically lived at our house. My mom would have to go get him at like 2-3 in the morning sometimes because his dad was an alcoholic and would start beating him so he'd call my mom and she'd go get him. we were use to it. we were used to harley. but now he's gone. tim came home from camp pendleton (he's a marine) to attend the service. He got in at 6:00 AM this morning in St. Louis and my grandma went and got him. He'll only be there for about 4 days which is a good thing. he shouldn't stay long. he's pissed off and i don't trust him down there when he is. i'm afriad that he might go looking for chip. not good, not good. although the little bitch deserves it...

and to make matters worse, i have an ulcer in my eye. i had to go to the doctor this morning. i was crying soo hard it hurt so bad. i couldn't even open it, it was REALLY sensitive to light, and i had the worst headache ever. so mom came home from work and took me in and they put in some drops and gooey stuff and i look like a pirate cuz i have a huge patch over my eye. i am in soooooo much pain. i have to go back to the doctors office tomorrow so they can check on it and he said that if i need any pain medication then to tell him. OH BOY AM I TELLIN HIM. i would KILL someone for some right now. IB profin is just not doing it. :(

and how has YOUR week been?