I'll take oatmeal raisin please!

May 28, 2009 10:25

Still making progress... I've lost some weight (slowly, but surely), gained some insight, mended and amended some relationships, learned some new things, forgot some old things and have generally been moving forward (with the occasional side-step). I’m not at happy (although, is anyone really ever “at happy”), but I’m definitely not at sad any more. I’m more like this quote:

Buffy: Because... okay, I'm cookie dough, okay?
Angel: Yet another curveball...
Buffy: I'm not done baking yet. I'm not finished becoming... whoever the hell it is I'm gonna turn out to be. I've been looking for someone to make me feel whole, and maybe I just need to be whole. I make it through this, and the next thing, and the next... maybe one day I turn around and realize I'm ready. I'm cookies. And then if I want someone to eat m -- or, to enjoy warm delicious cookie-me, then that's fine. That'll be then. When I'm done.
Angel: Any thoughts on who might enjoy... do I have to go with the cookie analogy?

Except, instead of looking for someone (because I’ve already found my someone!), I’m looking for SOMETHING. And when I find my something, I’ll be cookies! Mmm cookies!
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