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NEVER TAKE ANYTHING FOR GRANTED.
your life especially.
Tom, I am grounded for I believe a month. I dont know what is happening exactly. But I will call you when I can. I am glad that we are both okay. Something good has to come out of all this bad. I love you so much. I'm sorry this is so short, but I am still in shock about what happened. (If only someone goes into my bag. :\ haha I needed to say something somewhat funny, or not so bad to make light of this whole situation.) I think a lot of things are going to get better after this whole thing is done with. Not just for us - in our relationship. But in our lives outside of each other. I hope that is what happens at least. Last night was a mistake and it shouldn't have happened, but at least we are safe. You have no idea how worried I was about you. Tom I didn't want to look next to me I was scared of what I was going to see. I couldn't look next to me to see you dead. I don't know what I would have done. We know that we learned something from this, and we need to be more careful. I think this happened for a reason, to maybe prevent you or I from a danger later in life.. I don't know I could be wrong. But if you ask me us being okay is a miracle. I love you so so much.
your life especially.
Tom, I am grounded for I believe a month. I dont know what is happening exactly. But I will call you when I can. I am glad that we are both okay. Something good has to come out of all this bad. I love you so much. I'm sorry this is so short, but I am still in shock about what happened. (If only someone goes into my bag. :\ haha I needed to say something somewhat funny, or not so bad to make light of this whole situation.) I think a lot of things are going to get better after this whole thing is done with. Not just for us - in our relationship. But in our lives outside of each other. I hope that is what happens at least. Last night was a mistake and it shouldn't have happened, but at least we are safe. You have no idea how worried I was about you. Tom I didn't want to look next to me I was scared of what I was going to see. I couldn't look next to me to see you dead. I don't know what I would have done. We know that we learned something from this, and we need to be more careful. I think this happened for a reason, to maybe prevent you or I from a danger later in life.. I don't know I could be wrong. But if you ask me us being okay is a miracle. I love you so so much.