It's cool, Jay! The best thing about words is that I use them to overcome whatever ails me. In this case, it was a momentary lapse in thinking (that I wanted to be like everyone else). It usually happens when I frighten myself by thinking too much (but really, not enough)! And for the record, it's almost ALWAYS over as soon as I hit submit! :-) Guess I should update about how my feelings changed, but then, I guess that is the beauty in finding out which of your friends truly cares enough to drop a note, and which of them are too busy to do so. Yup, that's probably it...all due to my very strange curiosity-ism.
That being said, I'm terribly sorry for your own relations-al mishaps and would probably start blabbering on and on with those oh-such-wonderful-words-of-could-be-wisdom if I had spent more time talking to you and perhaps engaging myself in my friend's lives instead of worrying about idiocies in my own. :-) I love ya, Jason, and I'm here for ya, even if its just a shoulder to cry on! I know its late, yes, but it was always here then and it still remains so. I should have revived my offer..and yet, you disabled the commenting on that last entry. Although I guess I should have tried YM instead? ....
But you are right about me meeting that certain someone, and you don't know how much your words mean to me or how right you are. You said "No matter how unprobable that seems" and YOU WERE SO RIGHT! :D (but in a good way that you probably didn't realize when you wrote it...) All my life, Jason, has been a series of extreme adventures...all far from normal. I don't expect that my finding my future husband will be any different. In fact, I know it won't. And its sooner than I think. My life is changing in so many ways that I just can't fathom. And I KNOW beyond a shadow of a doubt that 2006 is going to be one most memorable year for me.
I was glad to see you while I was in! You are right, however, in that it was way too short!
PS...Remember the song, the BROKEN ROAD by Rascal Flatts??? Well, that road was paved with supposedly broken dreams. :-P So, don't worry, Lady Love is out there for you, too! Because Love doesn't come when we are looking for it; it finds us most surprisingly. :-)
I've not been home at all during Spring Break, but I do hope to see you online to talk to you next week. I disabled the messages on that post because I knew there would be loads of "sympathetic" comments, and while those are nice, they weren't what I wanted/needed at the time. Actually, out of all the people that I talk to about my problems, I like talking to you the most, because your advice is usually in line with my own, as well as very instightful
Not to say that others aren't good, just not as good as you. Glad you found sage advice in my words, even though that was by accident. Miss ya lots, Jen. Hugs and kisses, Gal.
That being said, I'm terribly sorry for your own relations-al mishaps and would probably start blabbering on and on with those oh-such-wonderful-words-of-could-be-wisdom if I had spent more time talking to you and perhaps engaging myself in my friend's lives instead of worrying about idiocies in my own. :-) I love ya, Jason, and I'm here for ya, even if its just a shoulder to cry on! I know its late, yes, but it was always here then and it still remains so. I should have revived my offer..and yet, you disabled the commenting on that last entry. Although I guess I should have tried YM instead? ....
But you are right about me meeting that certain someone, and you don't know how much your words mean to me or how right you are. You said "No matter how unprobable that seems" and YOU WERE SO RIGHT! :D (but in a good way that you probably didn't realize when you wrote it...) All my life, Jason, has been a series of extreme adventures...all far from normal. I don't expect that my finding my future husband will be any different. In fact, I know it won't. And its sooner than I think. My life is changing in so many ways that I just can't fathom. And I KNOW beyond a shadow of a doubt that 2006 is going to be one most memorable year for me.
I was glad to see you while I was in! You are right, however, in that it was way too short!
PS...Remember the song, the BROKEN ROAD by Rascal Flatts??? Well, that road was paved with supposedly broken dreams. :-P So, don't worry, Lady Love is out there for you, too! Because Love doesn't come when we are looking for it; it finds us most surprisingly. :-)
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I've not been home at all during Spring Break, but I do hope to see you online to talk to you next week. I disabled the messages on that post because I knew there would be loads of "sympathetic" comments, and while those are nice, they weren't what I wanted/needed at the time. Actually, out of all the people that I talk to about my problems, I like talking to you the most, because your advice is usually in line with my own, as well as very instightful
Not to say that others aren't good, just not as good as you. Glad you found sage advice in my words, even though that was by accident. Miss ya lots, Jen. Hugs and kisses, Gal.
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Love ya, Boy! ;-)
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