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Overall, the past 2 weeks have been horrible but also good. So i don't know how to feel anymore. At home, im always depressed about anything its so lame. And at school im a whole different person, i look so happy. Its so weird. I think maybe talking to Lub is one of the best things that has happened to me. He makes me feel so much better! This weekend im seeing camp friends. the only reason why i want to go back is cause of my friends so it's good that i can see them.
Just yesterday, i lost a close friend. I mean it's not like he died but, i guess over time things didnt work out between us cause he lives in buffalo and all. I dont think im that much of sad because some things that, that person last said to me made me feel like i was lied to all along. I dont know if he really meant it. So im gonna try and forget about it. Anyway, the only thing i can do is move on cause he doesnt pick up my phone calls. I mean i dont even know why i said sorry? i guess ill do a lot of stupid/crazy things for the people i love, but sometimes it isnt good enough.
Today i talked to an old friend. I coudlnt believe how much i missed her. I know she did something horrble to me in the past, but i know she loves me.
And as for life, things are gonna change a lot from a week ago, including myself. sounds stupid, but ive learned so many things from people. My friend Jenny has been such a good friend this week i love her with all my heart.
Im going to put the pictures up from the weekend tomorrow i neeed my sleep.
I hope this doesnt sound SO corny cause i didn't want it to sound that way. nighty night