I found another key :)

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I found out how to defuse mt know it all-ism. I was outside immitating bird calls with the tooth sucky thing rhat my mum's friend 'big black pauline' used to do and realised that i'd interrupted their signal by changing their call. I wanted to discuss it with Rich (the only person around) then realised that he doesnt need to know this dross. Why do I feel the need to translate my findings into a communicable form and then spread them. I have a need to communicate things that may be useful to people which is also the root of my analysis. This is pretty much what I usr LJ for. Funny because I used to be massively inward and avoided people so I guess this is the needle swinging the other way til I can strike a balance.
I had a massive dip at work yesterday. I was utterly drained which led ti me thinking negatively. I think it was emotional as A I have been processing at a fantastic rate lately and B I have things to let go of. But after a snickers, a lozenge and a nice txt I was miles better so it could have been physical too. Anyway that's done now.
Almost ready to embrace the now and any possible outcome with a zenlike serenity, until there's a mood I need to adress of course. From now on I will try to keep analytical Andy in an appropriate place :) gives fun and motivated Andy more room to work with :)