October update
So..I Started my new job and have been there for two weeks now. I really like it and I have to thank Angel for helping me get this job and get the ball rolling on handling working and going to school full time. It's a little bit harder than I thought it would be, but then again I'm new to this whole thing and just need to adjust to the new life style. My job is fun and I love the people I work with, they're so friendly and nice to be around.
Lately I feel like I can't do anything right. All I want to do is be a good friend and try to be there for the people I care about! Apparently I can't do that...I open my mouth and I get myself into trouble! I really wish I cold stop doing it..but thats just the type of person I am!
After losing my brother and having to go through such a rough time, I learned that I need to be my own person and stand up for myself. Yes, I know that I can be childish and act like a little kid sometimes, but it doesnt mean that I need to be treated that way. Yesterday, I was in a bad mood and didn't mean to treat a good friend of mine the way that I did, but I didnt want my bad mood to rub off on her, and I also didn't mean to hurt her. I wish there was a way that I could show how sorry I am, but all I have is words.
Some days its easier than others for me to deal with things, and I dont mean to take it out on the people I care about. If i did anything to hurt or upset anyone else, I am sorry and hope that you can forgive me. I'm sorry that I hurt you and our friendship means a lot to me, I hope that you can forgive me and we can still be friends.
Lately I feel like I can't do anything right. All I want to do is be a good friend and try to be there for the people I care about! Apparently I can't do that...I open my mouth and I get myself into trouble! I really wish I cold stop doing it..but thats just the type of person I am!
After losing my brother and having to go through such a rough time, I learned that I need to be my own person and stand up for myself. Yes, I know that I can be childish and act like a little kid sometimes, but it doesnt mean that I need to be treated that way. Yesterday, I was in a bad mood and didn't mean to treat a good friend of mine the way that I did, but I didnt want my bad mood to rub off on her, and I also didn't mean to hurt her. I wish there was a way that I could show how sorry I am, but all I have is words.
Some days its easier than others for me to deal with things, and I dont mean to take it out on the people I care about. If i did anything to hurt or upset anyone else, I am sorry and hope that you can forgive me. I'm sorry that I hurt you and our friendship means a lot to me, I hope that you can forgive me and we can still be friends.