Apr 18, 2006 10:08
So it has come the time of the year where it is almost time to go home and say bye to my friends for the summer. My friends at Nu have become like a second family to me...and I don't know what I'm going to do without them over the summer. It has come a time in my life where my friends and I are all moving on, and I don't want to think about my life without them. Some of my friends are graduating this year, others are going to be juniors next year and the rest of my friends including myself are going to be seniors next year.
Next year is going to be a lot different, most of my friends are moving of campus....and I know its not going to be the same! I'm guess in a way I'm afraid that there going live off campus and they will forget about me. I know this most likely wont happen..but its still a fear that I have. Ever since I was a child..I've always been the one that is forgotten about or left behind, and I can't let it happen this time because it would hurt too much =(.
I'm at a point in my life where I'm not so dependent on my parents anymore and am trying to grow up. I know this is a hard thing for any parent to realize and go through, but I don't need mom and dad for everything and they need to realize it. Pretty soon I'll be graduating college, going to grad school and getting married and things will be a lot different for me. I've finally come the realization that I'm slowly becoming an adult and don't need to be home all the time. I guess what I'm trying to say is that I no longer want to be at home all the time, I'd rather be off on my own trying to live my own life and hanging out w/my friends on a weekend instead of staying with my family.
My friends are like a second family to be and my life wouldn'd be the same if I didn't go to Nu and meet them all. A love and friendship like the one I have lasts for a lifetime!!!
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