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i am so tired of having to go through this every time. now is the worst time for this to happen to me. its just sickening. i guess i can ever have a normal relationship. i dont know. i'm just tired of life right now. there is just way too much going on now. everything is falling to pieces around me in my life. i just want to curl up and die. nothing is working out for me anymore. my whole life has been ripped away and i have nothing left to give. i have nothing. i'm just so sad anymore. a week ago i had one thing to rely on and help me through this, now i feel like i have nothing and no one. prove me wrong. please. i'm just so tired of this. it cant happen again. please not again.