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so, my brother knows this guy who's on cocaine. and who apparantly sells cocaine.
the other day my brother came in and asked me if i knew anything about my cousin ... jack (his name isn't jack, but let's just call him jack for tonight). so i said no and asked what he meant, and he said that paul (his name actually is paul...so let's call him paul for tonight) had told him that he'd sold some cocaine to jack, and has been for a few months. and at first it was for his girlfriend (who is an awful excuse for a human being, truly, she's vile!) but because obviously paul has been taking it for some time, he said he's not silly & knows when someone is on it. and he knows jack is on it.
argh! i'm in such a dilemma. if he is, i'll personally kill him. my auntie raised him better than that. not to mention the fact he's being so easily led by a 17 year old tramp. i really don't know what to do. i want to tell my auntie, because she deserves to know, and if anything happened to jack, i'd never forgive myself for keeping it to myself. my brother said i should talk to jack and tell him i know and that i'm willing to tell his mum if he doesn't stop. but who the hell am i to tell him that? just because he tells me he's off of it, am i to believe him? i wouldn't know any better.
i'd feel more guilty for keeping it from my auntie, than if i were to tell her. i see my auntie almost every day, she's my mum's sister & they're still really close. i only really see jack on birthdays, christmas and randomly here and there. now i know that doesn't mean he means any less to me, because he does. he's my cousin. and our family life has been pretty rough over the years, so we all know the importance of being there for each other. i just really don't know what to do. if he is on it, i'll kill him. surely he must know how dangerous it is. i don't know how to breach the subject with him, either. do i just call him and say 'hey, i know you're taking drugs you fucking moron.' ARGH!
i don't know what to do! i haven't mentioned it to my sister because she'll go crazy and everything will blow up and i seriously can't be bothered with that right now.
ARGH!!!!mnFCNKOFKJFK;JNFSKL ;
LMSZD
LJK
...okay, i'm done.
the other day my brother came in and asked me if i knew anything about my cousin ... jack (his name isn't jack, but let's just call him jack for tonight). so i said no and asked what he meant, and he said that paul (his name actually is paul...so let's call him paul for tonight) had told him that he'd sold some cocaine to jack, and has been for a few months. and at first it was for his girlfriend (who is an awful excuse for a human being, truly, she's vile!) but because obviously paul has been taking it for some time, he said he's not silly & knows when someone is on it. and he knows jack is on it.
argh! i'm in such a dilemma. if he is, i'll personally kill him. my auntie raised him better than that. not to mention the fact he's being so easily led by a 17 year old tramp. i really don't know what to do. i want to tell my auntie, because she deserves to know, and if anything happened to jack, i'd never forgive myself for keeping it to myself. my brother said i should talk to jack and tell him i know and that i'm willing to tell his mum if he doesn't stop. but who the hell am i to tell him that? just because he tells me he's off of it, am i to believe him? i wouldn't know any better.
i'd feel more guilty for keeping it from my auntie, than if i were to tell her. i see my auntie almost every day, she's my mum's sister & they're still really close. i only really see jack on birthdays, christmas and randomly here and there. now i know that doesn't mean he means any less to me, because he does. he's my cousin. and our family life has been pretty rough over the years, so we all know the importance of being there for each other. i just really don't know what to do. if he is on it, i'll kill him. surely he must know how dangerous it is. i don't know how to breach the subject with him, either. do i just call him and say 'hey, i know you're taking drugs you fucking moron.' ARGH!
i don't know what to do! i haven't mentioned it to my sister because she'll go crazy and everything will blow up and i seriously can't be bothered with that right now.
ARGH!!!!mnFCNKOFKJFK;JNFSKL ;
LMSZD
LJK
...okay, i'm done.