i wish her the best
jackie decided she needs to take a break from me and i couldnt be happier. for her, i mean. im proud of her. she's trying to help herself be happy. she's doing something she doesnt really want to do. whether this works or not. atleast she's trying and i'll do anything i can. unfortunately she doesnt think this is hurting me. but she couldnt be more wrong. i'm losing a friend (even if it's tempory) and anyone who knows me knows how much i hate losing friends. but she needs to try this. hell... it can't hurt. i know we'll talk again someday. maybe this will make things easier for both of us. i mean... it hasn't always been easy being her friend. it's hard trying to prove to someone that you care about them and you want to help them when their other friends are saying nothing but bad things about you. but that's life and it never really made any difference. my feelings haven't changed and if anything... her friends acting like that only made me try harder. i don't think she listened very much to what they had to say anyway. so this is probably a good thing. at the very least it will give her time to think and find some things out about herself. i wish her the best and i hope she doesnt worry about losing me or anything. i want to be the last thing on her mind. even if she's not the last on mine.