im just not sure at all
so now im past making the decision of talking to her or not. but now im so confused. this REALLY hurts... and i think its affecting me physically. im sure i look like hell and a half too. is this what im supposed to be doing? should be really cut her out of my life completely? even if its just for a short while? there was alot of good to our relationship. i dont know what to do. we're both completely miserable. maybe this isnt going to help anything. i still think about her just as much. i still worry. i still care. only now i cant tell her about it or talk to her about things that are on my mind. now all these same little thoughts that i had before just sit in my head and rot. my head is killing me. maybe i should talk to her again. atleast then we'd have something. we'd have eachother. maybe it wouldnt be so bad. maybe it'd be worth the fight.
im just not sure at all.
im just not sure at all.