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What IS wrong and what is right? is it wrong to be emotionally dependant or really insecure? I wonder how it came to be that such common emotional traits came to be viewed as flaws in character... i suppose when the world became focused on war and needed stronger people to kill stuff... but that isn't right either.
I just don't understand how a person can have such a potential to be strong and secure can crumble over a few insignificant words made by someone who shouldn't be significant. They are so intelligent and passionate about everything they do, they are so strong willed and opinionated, and they have one of the strongest loves they could hopefully ever find, but some how a criticism can bring them down. A false criticism that they know is false and others know is false so why care? They have taught me or rather preached to me that no one else matters and that you shouldn't care about unimportant opinions.. but here they are shattering into thousands of pieces over this completely incorrect and useless information that one stupid messed up person felt like saying. i can only hope it doesn't shatter them as much as it seemed to today. ____________ the only thing i can say is that any one who feels the need to bring someone else down as opposed to directly approaching a problem has some major insecurities that they aren't sharing with the world. That is probably the easiest and weakest thing to do when they feel the need to defend and if that is the best they can come up with.. then #1, they need updated material lol, #2 they need some help, #3 they need to grow up, #4 they need to grow some testicles, #5 they need something better to do with their time than think about the details of their past relationships, #6 and they need to learn how to be a good person because anyone who decides to get up and leave without a just reason, not give the person some time to breathe and heal, continue to mess with their heads, and then betrays them by targeting their biggest weakness is not a good person. That's an asshole. but enough of my silly, biased, one sided, and subjective opinions....
So jazz allstate was AMAZING!!!! HOLY CRAP .. my whole jazz life now just seems easy and or mediocre compared to what i did this weekend... i'm really tired... I can't wait to get paid... and get my lisence... mmm... yeah so uh.. did i ever mention how much i love neil??? i really love him... its so weird and crazy and awesome... MM :D i think i'm going to make a pledge with my self to never complain about him on LJ... because lj is biased and retarded... Oh speaking of pledges! I bet Tim bower 5$ that i'd beat him in the kinetic energy test... lol. Actually he bet me and i said how much and he said everything he owned. and then i was like,.... seriously... and he said five bucks.. i bet you anything if i win Which I Will... he won't give me 5$,, But if i lost Which I wont.. i'd have to pay him... ARGH! But i know undoubtedly i will win because even though he's good at chemistry.. he never pays attention, he never studies, and... i'm smarter lol.. j/k .. no... but i'm a senior and am older and wiser and its easier for me to grasp concepts. Muahahahaha... I can't wait.. i need that five bucks too!
AND THE SUPER BOWL!!! Oh Em jee!!! Yay awesome 24-21!! yeah us.. for winning again...
I just don't understand how a person can have such a potential to be strong and secure can crumble over a few insignificant words made by someone who shouldn't be significant. They are so intelligent and passionate about everything they do, they are so strong willed and opinionated, and they have one of the strongest loves they could hopefully ever find, but some how a criticism can bring them down. A false criticism that they know is false and others know is false so why care? They have taught me or rather preached to me that no one else matters and that you shouldn't care about unimportant opinions.. but here they are shattering into thousands of pieces over this completely incorrect and useless information that one stupid messed up person felt like saying. i can only hope it doesn't shatter them as much as it seemed to today. ____________ the only thing i can say is that any one who feels the need to bring someone else down as opposed to directly approaching a problem has some major insecurities that they aren't sharing with the world. That is probably the easiest and weakest thing to do when they feel the need to defend and if that is the best they can come up with.. then #1, they need updated material lol, #2 they need some help, #3 they need to grow up, #4 they need to grow some testicles, #5 they need something better to do with their time than think about the details of their past relationships, #6 and they need to learn how to be a good person because anyone who decides to get up and leave without a just reason, not give the person some time to breathe and heal, continue to mess with their heads, and then betrays them by targeting their biggest weakness is not a good person. That's an asshole. but enough of my silly, biased, one sided, and subjective opinions....
So jazz allstate was AMAZING!!!! HOLY CRAP .. my whole jazz life now just seems easy and or mediocre compared to what i did this weekend... i'm really tired... I can't wait to get paid... and get my lisence... mmm... yeah so uh.. did i ever mention how much i love neil??? i really love him... its so weird and crazy and awesome... MM :D i think i'm going to make a pledge with my self to never complain about him on LJ... because lj is biased and retarded... Oh speaking of pledges! I bet Tim bower 5$ that i'd beat him in the kinetic energy test... lol. Actually he bet me and i said how much and he said everything he owned. and then i was like,.... seriously... and he said five bucks.. i bet you anything if i win Which I Will... he won't give me 5$,, But if i lost Which I wont.. i'd have to pay him... ARGH! But i know undoubtedly i will win because even though he's good at chemistry.. he never pays attention, he never studies, and... i'm smarter lol.. j/k .. no... but i'm a senior and am older and wiser and its easier for me to grasp concepts. Muahahahaha... I can't wait.. i need that five bucks too!
AND THE SUPER BOWL!!! Oh Em jee!!! Yay awesome 24-21!! yeah us.. for winning again...