So There's this dog on a beach and he's left for lunch and right on time
I'm really happy about all the people in my life right now. It's been a while since I've felt this good. I kinda sorta have a crush for the first time in a long time. I'm also talking to a few other girls for when my crush crushes me...haha always planning huh. Oh well. It would be swell to have a real girlfriend for the first time in 4123412431421 years. Someone who makes me laugh and that I can make laugh and that I enjoy sleeping next to as much as sleeping with. Ahh yeah just the thought of it makes me happy. I'd totally love to be in that place again at least by next year with someone.
But it's not like it's the kind of thing you can make happen. A good relationship just kind of happens in my experience. You can never force it at all. It just kinda runs it course you know? So if one is in my cards for the future so be it and if it's not then live and let live. I'll find someone worth giving my time and love to eventually.
And until then I'll keep up the same old same ole and keep on being happy with all my friends and family near by. Because you all make life worth living. For once I can truly say that.
But it's not like it's the kind of thing you can make happen. A good relationship just kind of happens in my experience. You can never force it at all. It just kinda runs it course you know? So if one is in my cards for the future so be it and if it's not then live and let live. I'll find someone worth giving my time and love to eventually.
And until then I'll keep up the same old same ole and keep on being happy with all my friends and family near by. Because you all make life worth living. For once I can truly say that.