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I'm totally reverting to geek in times of late. It's fairly odd of me concerning my age, but I just feel like I need that extreme lack on control and love to excel in things all but meaningful in my life.
In other words..... I've left the dating scene for far too long and it's really starting to effect me in odd ways.
I just need to keep going out each and every night I can until things are back to normal.
As long as I don't become a crazy intravert again I'm fine.
I do know one thing, I find myself loving women way too much. I was at a nonsingles party last night, you know the kind where everyone is there with their other half except for you. I was totally not thinking that I was in for such a night, but apprently all my friends have picked up boyfriends/girlfriends in the past year aside from myself and I didn't notice until last night.
Weird.
On a good note though I'm sure glad my friend Jen didn't come with me now, aside from laughing at dumb drunk people she wouldn't have known I doubt she would have had much fun not to mention normally I'd have single friends I'd be proud and happy to introduce her to but last night was not one of those times.
I just heard the word penalized from the other room, yes score.
I want to do something fun today, go somewhere, or something dammmmmmit.
I'm so tired of doing lame ass boring shit. I need to meet a new girl that is really crazy cool who would be totally game for leaving and going out of town right now for like just tonight and tomorrow and coming back tomorrow night. Because that would be super awesome.
To the beach or to a mountain cabin, I don't care, I would just love to get out of here right now.
I wish I knew what happened to all the people I used to love to be around.
They all need to be around me RIGHT NOW.
In other words..... I've left the dating scene for far too long and it's really starting to effect me in odd ways.
I just need to keep going out each and every night I can until things are back to normal.
As long as I don't become a crazy intravert again I'm fine.
I do know one thing, I find myself loving women way too much. I was at a nonsingles party last night, you know the kind where everyone is there with their other half except for you. I was totally not thinking that I was in for such a night, but apprently all my friends have picked up boyfriends/girlfriends in the past year aside from myself and I didn't notice until last night.
Weird.
On a good note though I'm sure glad my friend Jen didn't come with me now, aside from laughing at dumb drunk people she wouldn't have known I doubt she would have had much fun not to mention normally I'd have single friends I'd be proud and happy to introduce her to but last night was not one of those times.
I just heard the word penalized from the other room, yes score.
I want to do something fun today, go somewhere, or something dammmmmmit.
I'm so tired of doing lame ass boring shit. I need to meet a new girl that is really crazy cool who would be totally game for leaving and going out of town right now for like just tonight and tomorrow and coming back tomorrow night. Because that would be super awesome.
To the beach or to a mountain cabin, I don't care, I would just love to get out of here right now.
I wish I knew what happened to all the people I used to love to be around.
They all need to be around me RIGHT NOW.