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Well I made another pathertic attempt at a relationship.. umm yea it didnt work... I mean hey what did happen was fun n I loved holding u n kissing u. I liked having a reason to pick up my phone n smile, i loved u calling me at 2am just because u thought about me.. I miss that ur gone..
Yea everyone can stop wondering n drop the stupid comments. If u know me u know I like girls, and with the ones I trusted u know why I never came out n actually said it. Its so easy to judge someone by sex or race, its easy to label people by the way they dress, so I made things confusing by dressing different sometimes baggy sometimes nice... I hate judgement and honestly it ook a lot out of me to just say it. it was soemthign that I never told anyone simply because I wish it wasnt real.. I wish I could change it n stop the fighitng with my mom n loding friends because of mistrust or fear that they might judge me by that. It hurts to lie to everyone, and yea the person I was happy with was a girl. I dont care anymore.
You wanna judge me go ahead, I cant lose anymore than I already have. All I know is that after this year is over n january hits everything will change. And to u even if u cant read this keep pretending nothing happened and that I wasnt in ur life.. i guess we all have our own ways of dealing.. Im not mad Ill still always be here
I tear my heart open, I sow myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain
And I can't help to fix myself
Your making me insane
All I can say is
chorus
I tried to help you once
A kiss will only vise
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That your drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassions in my nature
Tonight is our last dance
chorus
I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
You shouldn't ever came around
Why don't you just go home?
Cause your drowning in the water
And I tried to grab your hand
And I left my heart open
But you didn't understand
But you didn't understand
You fix yourself
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
chorus x2
Thats my song
Yea everyone can stop wondering n drop the stupid comments. If u know me u know I like girls, and with the ones I trusted u know why I never came out n actually said it. Its so easy to judge someone by sex or race, its easy to label people by the way they dress, so I made things confusing by dressing different sometimes baggy sometimes nice... I hate judgement and honestly it ook a lot out of me to just say it. it was soemthign that I never told anyone simply because I wish it wasnt real.. I wish I could change it n stop the fighitng with my mom n loding friends because of mistrust or fear that they might judge me by that. It hurts to lie to everyone, and yea the person I was happy with was a girl. I dont care anymore.
You wanna judge me go ahead, I cant lose anymore than I already have. All I know is that after this year is over n january hits everything will change. And to u even if u cant read this keep pretending nothing happened and that I wasnt in ur life.. i guess we all have our own ways of dealing.. Im not mad Ill still always be here
I tear my heart open, I sow myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain
And I can't help to fix myself
Your making me insane
All I can say is
chorus
I tried to help you once
A kiss will only vise
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That your drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassions in my nature
Tonight is our last dance
chorus
I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
You shouldn't ever came around
Why don't you just go home?
Cause your drowning in the water
And I tried to grab your hand
And I left my heart open
But you didn't understand
But you didn't understand
You fix yourself
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
chorus x2
Thats my song