(002) the slow fade of love
Title: the slow fade of love
Fandom: The Office
Rating: PG-ish.
Genre: Super angsty.
Pairing: Pam/Roy
Short summary: A fanmix detailing the eventual destruction of Pam and Roy's relationship from both characters' points of view.
Warnings: No explicit spoilers.
Disclaimer: I don't own The Office or any of the characters, nor do I own the seventeen songs contained within this mix. I also don't own A Man/Me/Then Jim by Rilo Kiley, the song from which the title was borrowed.
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001. Bon Iver, Skinny Love
come on skinny love just last the year
pour a little salt we were never here
my, my, my, my, my, my, my, my
staring at the sink of blood and crushed veneer
pam
002. St. Vincent, Now, Now
i'm not your mother's favorite dog
i'm not the carpet you walk on
i'm not one small atomic bomb
i'm not anything at all
i'm not the feather at your feet
i'm not your yellow brick street
i'm not anyone you'll see
i'm not anything
roy
003. Gerry Rafferty, Right Down the Line
when i wanted you to share my life
i had no doubt in my mind
and it's been you, woman
right down the line
pam
004. 10,000 Maniacs, Jezebel
i know your feelings are tender and that inside you the embers still glow
but i'm a shadow, i'm only a bed of blackened coal
i call myself jezebel for wanting to leave
and i'm not saying i'm replacing love for some other word
to describe the sacred tie that bound me to you
i'm just saying we've mistaken one for thousands of words
roy
005. Pete Yorn, Crystal Village
you will never have the time
i would love to change your mind
you were there
and it was good in the beginning
pam
006. Regina Spektor, Eet
it's like forgetting the words to your favorite song
you can't believe it
you were always singing along
it was so easy and the words so sweet
you can't remember
you try to feel the beat
roy
007. Crosby, Stills & Nash, Suite: Judy Blue Eyes
tearing yourself away from me now
you are free and i am crying
this does not mean i don't love you, i do
that's forever, yes, and for always
i am yours, you are mine, you are what you are
you make it hard
pam
008. Amanda Palmer, Ampersand
and i'm not gonna live my life on one side of an ampersand
and even if i went with you i'm not the girl you think i am
and i'm not gonna match you 'cause i'll lose my voice completely
no i'm just gonna watch you 'cause i'm not the one that's crazy
interlude
009. Stars, One More Night (Your Ex-Lover Remains Dead)
try as he might, he's unable to speak
he grabs her by the hair, he strokes her on the cheek
the bed is unmade, like everything is
dark little heaven at the top of the stairs
take me like that, ruin it all
then build it again, by the light in the hall
he drops to his knees, says please my love please
i'll kill who you hate, take off that dress, you won't freeze
roy
010. Dire Straits, Romeo & Juliet
and all i do is miss you and the way we used to be
all i do is keep the beat of bad company
all i do is kiss you through the bars of orion
juliet i'd do the stars with you any time
pam
011. Fleetwood Mac, Landslide
well i've been afraid of changing
'cause i built my life around you
but time makes you bolder
children get older
and i'm getting older too
roy
012. The Airborne Toxic Event, Sometime Around Midnight
and so there's a change
in your emotions
and all of these memories come rushing
like feral waves to your mind
of the curl of your bodies
like two perfect circles entwined
pam
013. Feist, Let It Die
the saddest part of a broken heart
isn't the ending so much as the start
the tragedy starts from the very first spark
losing your mind for the sake of your heart
roy
014. Neko Case, Knock Loud
said i was sorry
drink to forgive
i wake up alone
knock loud i'm home
pam
015. Brandi Carlile, Someday Never Comes
i have to go away
i've got no reason to stay here
you said someday you'll change
but even a fool will tell you
someday never comes
roy
016. Pearl Jam, Black
i know someday you'll have a beautiful life
i know you'll be a sun in somebody else's sky
but why, why
why can't it be mine
pam
017. Rilo Kiley, Silver Lining
and i was your silver lining
as the story goes
i was your silver lining
but now i'm gold
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