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Ever since yesterday any time I think about Michael I feel so guilty. I get a knot in the pit of my stomach and I feel so worthless.
I can't understand it. I want to trust him with all of my heart, but any time I try to open up to him at all, I freeze. I'm always so scared that anything I say or do, could make him leave me. I feel like he's wasting his time with me because I'm completely worthless............
I can't understand it. I want to trust him with all of my heart, but any time I try to open up to him at all, I freeze. I'm always so scared that anything I say or do, could make him leave me. I feel like he's wasting his time with me because I'm completely worthless............