AHHHH SHIT!
Yesterday I attended KPetes partayyy! It was awesome until I fucked everything up.... and now the story begins....
So I made a stupid comment to Ashley, about not having anyone, and he got mad and I went outside and asked him what was wrong.... and everything just blew up from there, I said what I felt and how I basically can't move on without him, it's physically impossible it really fucking is.. we were screaming at each other, I was balling my eyes out.. everything was just fucking horrible. So he went back in the party and then eventually I did too.. He had to leave early for some reason.. and I wanted to apologize for my ridiculous actions. So I was standing there apologizing, and then MAMA PETES comes out and shes like.. I want you to do one thing for me.. HUG HER and be friends.. well we hugged and I never wanted to let go.. I didn't.. just feeling that comfort..him just touching me was just amazinggg. then he left...
Last night I acted like and asshole, docuhe bag, a bitch, a piece of shit... basically everything in the boook.
But ya know once again.. Lauren fucks up everything... way to go you peice of shitttt..
So from this point on if anything doesn't work it's my fault and only my fault because I'm the one who started this allll... yeppp ALL MY FAULT BITCHESSS.
SOMETIMES I THINK I'M SUCH A CUNT...
So I made a stupid comment to Ashley, about not having anyone, and he got mad and I went outside and asked him what was wrong.... and everything just blew up from there, I said what I felt and how I basically can't move on without him, it's physically impossible it really fucking is.. we were screaming at each other, I was balling my eyes out.. everything was just fucking horrible. So he went back in the party and then eventually I did too.. He had to leave early for some reason.. and I wanted to apologize for my ridiculous actions. So I was standing there apologizing, and then MAMA PETES comes out and shes like.. I want you to do one thing for me.. HUG HER and be friends.. well we hugged and I never wanted to let go.. I didn't.. just feeling that comfort..him just touching me was just amazinggg. then he left...
Last night I acted like and asshole, docuhe bag, a bitch, a piece of shit... basically everything in the boook.
But ya know once again.. Lauren fucks up everything... way to go you peice of shitttt..
So from this point on if anything doesn't work it's my fault and only my fault because I'm the one who started this allll... yeppp ALL MY FAULT BITCHESSS.
SOMETIMES I THINK I'M SUCH A CUNT...