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Ugh. Cereal and chips will be my downfall.
I had dinner tonight. I felt so hungry which is stupid cause I ate at lunchtime today. When I eat in the mornings I am hungrier at night. That is so stupid.
I think I'm doing a liquid fast tomorrow. I'll drink water until I feel so full that I don't even want to eat.
I don't know why but I've had more bad days recently than good ones. It's so hard because I want to be healthy but I want to be thin. When I look at what you are "supposed to be" I am healthy. But when I look in the mirror, I am gross. I hate this constant struggle. Part of me wishes that I could just choose one or the other. Either be this weight or just lose it all. *Sigh* but it's a constant struggle and that is just part of life.
I had dinner tonight. I felt so hungry which is stupid cause I ate at lunchtime today. When I eat in the mornings I am hungrier at night. That is so stupid.
I think I'm doing a liquid fast tomorrow. I'll drink water until I feel so full that I don't even want to eat.
I don't know why but I've had more bad days recently than good ones. It's so hard because I want to be healthy but I want to be thin. When I look at what you are "supposed to be" I am healthy. But when I look in the mirror, I am gross. I hate this constant struggle. Part of me wishes that I could just choose one or the other. Either be this weight or just lose it all. *Sigh* but it's a constant struggle and that is just part of life.