came home sick today

May 29, 2014 19:24

Sometimes I just get these fevers? And there's nothing I can do but sleep until they go away. And feel lousy until that happens, plus guilty about all the stuff I'm not doing, because it's not like I'm REALLY sick, it's just a FEVER, whatever, right?

Ugh.

1. I'm so confused as to why this is blowing up now. Why would you bring this up four years after a flop album? Strange and random. I mean, if he's owed money and credit, pay up, MCR, but weird.

(Side note, my bet is on them reuniting in 2016 and doing a Black Parade ten-year reunion tour, because that's just about enough time for Ray to have burned through his nest egg on home studios, Frank to be getting concerned about paying for his kids' college funds, Mikey to be paying alimony to like three exes, and Gerard to be bored, and for Warner to come sniffing around for a nostalgia cash cow. just a thought.)

2. I want to be CREATIVE, lately. I sold an original short story? Which I did not expect to actually happen, the part where they bought it, but they did. And I had another short story rejected from two venues, which means I need to sit on it and then revise it and find somewhere else. And I have a big list of other short story ideas. It's kind of weird and nice.

3. I'm also thinking about doing a standup comedy open mic night. This is vastly outside of my comfort zone, but I keep thinking about it, so I wrote out some possible bits and we'll see.

(Also knitting and sewing and fanfic, I WANT TO DO IT ALL, but I'm so tired and overwhelmed by life.)

4. I'm applying for jobs outside of the nonprofit sector because I'm sick of nonprofit sector bullshit.

5. Is this just... turning 30? Does an urge to turn everything in your life upside down come with that?

6. The dog is asleep on my arm and trying to type while she's like that is putting it to sleep, so I will stop here.

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