Jesus is a pain in my ass
WWJD? What would jesus do? What would jizz do? Who would jesus damn? Hmm... god is such a pain in my ass, and see... the funny thing is, I DONT BELIEVE IN HIM. Its kinda like having those pink elephants botherin you when you're drunk... you know they arent there, but people think you're crazy cause of em. ANYWAY!!! Lets see, yeah, I went to youth group today with Randy, I had soooooo many things to say about the idioc place, BUT, for once in my life, i restrained myself, which made me very uncomfortable, but anyways.. yeah, let me give you a little insight on the meeting, the topic for the day was lust and sex and crap, basically, pre martial. GET THIS, they cant even think about someone or look at someone in a sexual way. RETARDED. And they didnt even touch base on feelings in a relationship with sex, i mean, jesus christ, that makes up 99% of sex, 1% being the actual deed. Grrr...
Yeah, so that got me all hot and bothered. An atheist having to listen to an 2 hours worth of that is sicken.AND NOW, he's askin me to go to good friday with him... wtf? I HATE THIS. i love him so much but yet i cant be comfortable when my feelings are so strongly different than these people. You know what I plan on doing on Easter? Eating a fucken chocolate bunny!
So yeah I a little pissy and shit, and yes i took my meds today!
GOOD NIGHT
*Melly*
And i do love you randy. xoxo