Everythings Okay again

[inloveindeath]

well my little problem yesterday was solved! ive been in a good mood since then! =D my house is TRASHED cuz of my cusions n people....i hope i can see Nick today....everything is okay now!! me n JD are talkin again...i knew last night he was pist...i told him something that he probably didnt want to know...and he kinda asked if i still have feelings 4 him...i had to tell him the truth!its been a LONG time since we broke up, i told him we both have changed..ALOT..and now i think he sees that..then i read something in his xanga...IM NOT WORTH IT JD! so um off that subject-im hungry..lol ima go find something to eat in a min...ugh drama...hate it but have to deal with it...roar i have to clean...Nick-Brian thinks were so perverted...lol i showed him the IM with velumptous and the 'rocket' you made...yummy rocket....rotfl....breena called me a heffer and laughed...GUESS WHAT BREENA....I WEAR YOUR CLOTHES...so if ima heffer...lol u are 2!! hahahahaha
wow i love gay guys...there so funny...and nice!! nick-wtf?"my little white boy" lmfao im so happy... =D
time to go clean...damnit!

"All That I've Got"

So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me
Off guard, red handed
Now I'm far from lonely
Asleep I still see you lying next to me
So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me I..

I need something else
Would someone please just give me
Hit me, knock me out
And let me go back to sleep
I can laugh
All I want inside I still am empty
So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me I...

I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got

I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got

I guess, I remember every glance you shot me
Un-harmed, I'm losing weight and some body heat
I squoze so hard
I stopped your heart from beating
So deep that I didn't even scream fuck me, I..

I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got

I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got

And it's all that I've got
Yeah, it's all that I've got
It's all that I've got
It's all that I've got
It's all that I've got!

So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me
So deep that I didn't even scream fuck me

I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got

I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got

And it's all that I've got
Yeah, it's all that I've got

i love that song..such an emo emo song... <3