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today I think I have officially reached emotional reck status. Between a girl who istrying to be with my boyfriend (regardless of her wonderful boyfriend) and watching brokeback mountain for the second time, I think my face is almost numb from crying and stress. I hope that soon enough I wont feel so uneasy about my relationship, because I dont handle dishonesty very well. I'm just so confused. Im just so tired. Emotionally worn out. School and work will pick back up again and I'll have soe disctractions. I always like to go through old journal entries and read about how my life has really changed. Getting caught up in life, you dont really realize how you've changed. I used to be so happy, fun, out going, wild, I think it all pretty much came to a stop a year ago. Having relationship stresses, health problems, and school stressed can really age a person physically and mentally. I believe that I have dug myself into a ditch and I cant find my way out of it. I don't feel like I am myself anymore. Im only 20 years old and I feel like I'm 40.
in better news my grandma from taiwan has come to visit. I have not seen her in 5 years. She looks amazing for her age!
in better news my grandma from taiwan has come to visit. I have not seen her in 5 years. She looks amazing for her age!