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i feel so so so horrible right now...just like lacey and everything. and im so confused that i dont even know what im confused about.all i know is i hate feeling liek this, i thought i got rid of this feeling half a lifetiem ago...i guess i was wrong because its all going wrong for me again.i just need someone to talk to about everything again.i used to have someone like that, but not anymore...i dont know if ill have someone like that again. i just need to talk or write or something just to get it all out. i really really dont want to go back to old habbits and ways of thinking. i was doing so damn good for such a long time.maybe it was all for nothing?