Calling My Missing Muses. Please come home.
So, it's been a VERY long time since I've even tried to post something here. I've just been shadowing in and out of communities reading as much as I can, leaving feedback and learning to love different couples, different fandoms, and styles of writing.
Currently I can't seem to focus on any of the stories I have planned. I was in the midst of working on an EPIC FaBerry story, AU, but have lost inspiration for now. With 30 pages done, it's not a total loss. I just need to find the muse that started that story again. She's gone on vacation for now.
All of my All My Children as well as Devil Wears Prada stories are most likely going to remain unfinished until my Maggie!muse or Miranda!Muse come back. For now they've been gone for far too long. I keep sending messages out asking them to return but they haven't. The funny part is that although I can't seem to write anything for All My Children I have four (almost five) new banners, manips, for it. (shrug) I'm at least happy about that.
Now it seems that my RachelBerryLovesQuinnFabray!!!Muse has joined them on their private little island in the middle of nowhere. I imagine they are sipping drinks on a beach talking about how crazy I am and all the shananigans I got them into over the years. Or at least Maggie and Miranda can talk about all the crazy things I've gotten them into. Miranda with an 'immaculate' conception and her own F/F pregnancy with Andy...yeah, I actually went there. Also held Miranda at gunpoint at some point because you just HAVE to realize one of those assistants she threw out like dirt was crazy and was going to come back and get payback sooner or later.
Maggie has had a run in (or two) with those same Gods and Goddesses that Miranda has had to deal with, along with gunfights of her own where it was like an entire army of hired help came at her family (large as it was at that point six kids--jesus), all the surprise findings of realizing your father wasn't your father and you were actually a billionheiress. OR...when ghosts decided to help Maggie out while she had her cancer scare and when she didn't listen they went to haunt her girlfriend till they finally got together. ORRRRR when I turned her into a Vampire hunter and gave her, her very own F/F pregnancy. Oh, not to forget her Pine Valley Thanksgivings, whether they be in the present, future, or way back when in the past.
I reckon after all those conversations Quinn and Rachel are literally going to hold on tightly to each other in fear of what may become of them in the future in my stories. Or maybe after the warnings they'll stay where they are and never return to me.
I would cry, it's like losing a beloved toy or your baby blanket that helped you feel safe and loved and let you sleep peacefully.
So, please Muses come back to me. Please. I miss you.
On a good note, it seems a new muse has come to me. Thanks to a friend...who I am not sure if I'm thankful for getting me into this new fandom or not...I am now an HG/Myka shipper and adore the Meet At Gunpoint community. I'm starting to catch up on stories and have already started my own and in the last two days alone have written 18 pages. I sense this is going to be another EPIC fic. Here is to hoping that my HG/Myka!!Muse doesn't disappear and join the others on the island of femslash muses.
( Do you sense a crack-fic? because I sure do. ;-D )
Till the next time.
Currently I can't seem to focus on any of the stories I have planned. I was in the midst of working on an EPIC FaBerry story, AU, but have lost inspiration for now. With 30 pages done, it's not a total loss. I just need to find the muse that started that story again. She's gone on vacation for now.
All of my All My Children as well as Devil Wears Prada stories are most likely going to remain unfinished until my Maggie!muse or Miranda!Muse come back. For now they've been gone for far too long. I keep sending messages out asking them to return but they haven't. The funny part is that although I can't seem to write anything for All My Children I have four (almost five) new banners, manips, for it. (shrug) I'm at least happy about that.
Now it seems that my RachelBerryLovesQuinnFabray!!!Muse has joined them on their private little island in the middle of nowhere. I imagine they are sipping drinks on a beach talking about how crazy I am and all the shananigans I got them into over the years. Or at least Maggie and Miranda can talk about all the crazy things I've gotten them into. Miranda with an 'immaculate' conception and her own F/F pregnancy with Andy...yeah, I actually went there. Also held Miranda at gunpoint at some point because you just HAVE to realize one of those assistants she threw out like dirt was crazy and was going to come back and get payback sooner or later.
Maggie has had a run in (or two) with those same Gods and Goddesses that Miranda has had to deal with, along with gunfights of her own where it was like an entire army of hired help came at her family (large as it was at that point six kids--jesus), all the surprise findings of realizing your father wasn't your father and you were actually a billionheiress. OR...when ghosts decided to help Maggie out while she had her cancer scare and when she didn't listen they went to haunt her girlfriend till they finally got together. ORRRRR when I turned her into a Vampire hunter and gave her, her very own F/F pregnancy. Oh, not to forget her Pine Valley Thanksgivings, whether they be in the present, future, or way back when in the past.
I reckon after all those conversations Quinn and Rachel are literally going to hold on tightly to each other in fear of what may become of them in the future in my stories. Or maybe after the warnings they'll stay where they are and never return to me.
I would cry, it's like losing a beloved toy or your baby blanket that helped you feel safe and loved and let you sleep peacefully.
So, please Muses come back to me. Please. I miss you.
On a good note, it seems a new muse has come to me. Thanks to a friend...who I am not sure if I'm thankful for getting me into this new fandom or not...I am now an HG/Myka shipper and adore the Meet At Gunpoint community. I'm starting to catch up on stories and have already started my own and in the last two days alone have written 18 pages. I sense this is going to be another EPIC fic. Here is to hoping that my HG/Myka!!Muse doesn't disappear and join the others on the island of femslash muses.
( Do you sense a crack-fic? because I sure do. ;-D )
Till the next time.