hey every one

[inlove87]

WELL THE FIRST WEEK OF SCHOOL WAS QUITE INTRESTING THINGS THAT HAVENT HAPPENED IN A WHILE DID AND I DONT KNOW ITS WEIRD VALERIE IS FUCKING PIMPING AT SCHOOL SHE IS AWSOME AND I LOVE HER ME AND CHAD ARE NOT LONGER FRIENDS WHICH I THINK IS A GREAT THING FOR HIM MANYBE HE CAN FINALLY GET OFF MY NUTS AND FIND A GIRL WHO WILL BE VERY INTRESTED IN HIM I

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Re: listen.....

[inlove87]

im not trying to start shit with you first off and you should of at least gave me and valerie the benefit of the doubt that we are trying to be mature and not ignore you and please dont put valerie in this cause she always says hi to you whenever she sees you plus your mad cause we didnt say hi once when you and nikki walked over to the mail box you didnt even look like you wanted to say hi back you didnt even look at us so dont get mad at us for that i dont get you anymore you talk about how you wanted to please me im not telling u not to be her friend and i also didnt tell you to talk crap about her whenever i did you did that all on your own and i have always wanted to be your friend why would i talk to you about personal stuff if i didnt want to be your friend you should put two and too together melissa well whatever im not going to blow this off cause i dont want to fight with you but its as if you just dont want me and valerie in your life anymore how could you be like that thats fucked up but whatever i have been my true self and i always will be like you said im not out to please anyone but myself and i tent to like who i am so whatever you dont have to write back to this

Re: listen.....

[wordsnotspoken]

I know your not, and neither am I. I just want to get everything out on the table and leave it at that. And I do want to say hi, that's why I did. Look, I like you. I like Valerie. I like Nikki. Shoot, I like pretty much everyone. It's just that I don't want to have to feel like you and I can't be friends because of someone else. It doesn't matter that it's Nikki, it could be anyone and it'd still mean so much to me, but it just happens to be her, and yeah, I think you try, but it still makes me feel really bad.

But yeah, maybe us being friends will work out, but it may not. I just don't see why you had to ignore me in the first place. I'd never do that to you, ever. But that's me, and I'm not trying to judge you for that, because you are a different person than I am. It just upsets me that you don't have the same friendship that I have with you. It's like the whole, it goes both ways thing. And it doesn't seem like it.

If you want to hang out, cool. I'd love to. but I can understand if you want us to stay where we are. I just don't want you or me to feel weird. Like the last few times you've been over here. It seemed....strange. Did you notice that? I don't know if it bothers you, but I don't us to be strange with eachother. And Nikki, forget her. I know it's hard and i know it's hard not to hate her in your position, but she isn't going to try anything and I've talked to her about looking at my friends the way she does. You know that look. lol. It's just rude, I know...i get that look all the time from alot of people.