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so i finally said something to my mom bout me not playing bball in college. i was so hard idk y but its just they put sooooo much money out for me to do AAU and my trainer and all it was just hard to tell her. i tried not to cry but i did. shes like why all of a sudden u wanna do this?? i said b/c i would LOVE to go to Rutgers really bad. i've been wanting to go there since like my freshmen year. i love it there! the people are so nice and i love the campus...i already spent a weekend there for AAU and its only an hour and a half away so its not that far. but the only problem is that their bball team is amazing! i could never play for them, im not good enough...but that is my number 1 school to go to. so my mom tells me that i need to make my decision by the end of this month if i wanna play or not b/c i have AAU in the fall and i need to tell the coach and my trainer (( ahh that would be the best, nomore trainer )) but thats crazy talk to figure out what i wanna do in like 20 days not even 20 days. ughh im so stressed and i just wanna give it all up but i've worked sooo hard to get where im at. ok going to read my other summer reading book.
--brit
--brit