life sucks

Jul 07, 2005 14:18

ok so im just gonna say wut i need to say. none of u guys are prolly not gonna understand what im talkin bout but i need to like vent so like bare with me and comment me please.

well my summer sucks all b/c of one person well maybe two idk. guys are just assholes they cause soo much drama in our lives its crazy. i can't take it anymore. this person whos name will remain unknown has caused soooo much pain for the past 7 months. its seriously all starting to make sense. i feel used.
everything i told u i wish i never told u. i've never been so open with anyone in my life. everythin i told u, i trusted u sooo much. i would never tell anyone those things. i wish i never told u how i felt bout u. u obviously don't feel the same as i feel for u. i guess everything u told me were lies. y did i ever believe them?!?! im so stupid for fallin for u and lettin u do wut u did to me. how could u take me up to the highest place possible and then let me fall. ur suppose to catch me when i fall but obviously u didn't care. u hurt me soooo fuckin much. im a wrek! i can't believe wut u did. guys are so fuckin selfish. i have all these strong feelings for u and now im just suppose to forget obut u and move on?!!? its sooo hard for me to do that. everytime i hear ur voice, see a pic of u, hear ur name i break down inside. before no1 knew i was breakin down but now u've made it to a point where im in tears and my friends are wondering whats wrong with me. why have i changed so much?? and u know how hard it is to talk to them bout this. I CANT. i've changed since i've met u. i used to be this happy wonderful person, now im just sad and depressed all the time. look at wut u've done. i look back at all the memories we had and just wonder were they real?? did u really care bout me?? everythin u said to me... "ur soo beautiful. ur so pretty. i love talkin to u, i love hearing ur voice.i love bein with u" wtf was all that??....LIES???? or did u actually mean wut u said? but if u meant wut u said then i wouldn't be sayin wut im sayin. i prolly wouldn't be this upset and have all this anger. i would have been the happiest i've ever been if all this would have worked out but no u just wanted to see me fall and i did. i hope u read this b/c i want u to know how much i cared for u and wut i would do for u. UGHHH. i hope ur upset for everything u did to me. LIFE IS POINTLESS. theres no point. i have so much more to say but idk how to get it out b/c i have so much anger and frustration build up inside of me so ill post it later. i hope ur happy

a couple words from paige
xloudmouthPDx6 (2:25:44 PM): guys think through the tiny hole in their penises
xloudmouthPDx6 (2:25:52 PM): so they dont have much oxygen
Bchamp33 (2:25:52 PM): haha!!!
xloudmouthPDx6 (2:25:56 PM): so they dont think straight

god that felt sooo good...i think lol
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