rant!
yesterday would have been my 8 months w/ marc... instead it was my 2month anniversary of being single... i'm not quite sure which one i would have preferred....
i try to think back and remember things from when we were together.... but it feels like someone elses memories... especially since i havent seen him in 2 months.....
his brother tells me that marc doesnt want me to have his number.... doesnt want me calling and bothering... i think its funny somehow... the people your loved ones become after a break up or a fight or something along those lines.... this guy used to make me feel like the world... and all of a sudden i dont exist... whatever... i'm fine with that...
its just frustrating... i extend my love and my friendship, my trust and my everything.... for what???
if you read this, fuck you, its really not worth crying about anymore..... when you decide to grow up or that i'm worth your friendship...call me... until then.... fuck you
later days,
Paola C. Tavarez