Dec 11, 2004 16:15
okay so i was reading kaitlynns journal and i totally agree with her.
i miss middle school. :/
she misses eight grade tho.
i miss seventh grade.
seventh grade was like the best year ever. No one ever cared bout how immature you were. i miss being in first hour Dr. reeds class with bianca ashley and mike. that was the best. i look back and i get so sad. i use to talk to Bianca and Mike on the phone for hours. i remeber how close me and kayla were :[ we use to have so many good times in sixth grade like with spit balls and we still would have fun in seventh grade. i never see casey anymore. me and her are totally seperating. its like i did something wrong to her and she doesnt want me in her life anymore. same with ashley rentz. me and her were so close but we both found didfrent friends. sheson cheerleading and im on volleyball so we have no time 2 hang out.dont get me wrong i like highschool for more friends and guys but my grades have totally dropped and i dont see my bestfriends as much :[ me and bianca never get to talk anymore. i miss it.i miss the guy i had. i thought it was my true love but he found some one wayyy better and i adamit i messed it up for them and im sorry for that. it ruined mine and her friendship plus mine and his. she was wayy prettier than me, nicer and probely a way better girl friend. i didnt see it at the time. i thought i deserved him more than she did but i guess i didnt. maybe i was just jealous :/ im not trying to get anyone to feel bad for me either.. im just stating how i feel. i keep losing all my friends cause i never get to see them anymore. we just keep seperating farther and farther.. well what ever im done with all the saddness.. christmas is coming soon this week is our last week of school to break and all break i have 2 babysit :/ it will be fun tho. i hope i get to babysit my niece :] i lvoe her so much shes adorable. my dad is getting a digital camera for christmas so when he gets it ill take pictures of her and post them :] ill get one of her and my nephew:]
omg i have to tell you this story.. it was hilarious!
okay so me and emily needed to go into the locker room yesterday badly. the Jv basketball game was going on and the varsity team was getting dressed. well me and Emily didnt know that so we walked into the locker room and this guy was like ahh theres girls in here im naked! so i was like emily go run cause you know me im the goody good haha so we ran out and went to tell our coach but we had to go to the bathroom really bad so we went back and i was like emily scream in there so she was like hello and she said she didnt here anything but i did but she didnt believe me so she walked in to check and she turns around with the funniest face ever and was like omg there naked looking at themselves in the mirror it was so funny! she was on the ground laughing it was the greatest! omg i guess you had to be there ;P lol!
this is kinda long and its long in a pointless way!
its my loves birthday ;]
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICHEAL!!! I LOVE YOU!
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ireally love him.. i dont know if he was lieing to me tho...