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sometimes it feels like I am the only want that is trying.
I am not in a relationship. I've waited for as long as she wanted me too.
Friday night and saturday is my off period where I do not need to worry about skating, field hockey, family, friends. I want to give it to her. All I want is to worry about her. Which is what i mainly do all the time anyway. I would write her messages. Out if every five i would send she would send me one reply message. I know that she is busy, I know that she has a life too.
Friday is tomorrow. i have a photoshoot. i have a training session in the late afternoon.
my mind is not focused. I have never been in this kind of situation.
I have not seen her in a very long time. it hurts. a lot.
I dont want to get stood up.
im to scared to call her. she doesnt call me.
maybe i am worring to much?
maybe.
I am not in a relationship. I've waited for as long as she wanted me too.
Friday night and saturday is my off period where I do not need to worry about skating, field hockey, family, friends. I want to give it to her. All I want is to worry about her. Which is what i mainly do all the time anyway. I would write her messages. Out if every five i would send she would send me one reply message. I know that she is busy, I know that she has a life too.
Friday is tomorrow. i have a photoshoot. i have a training session in the late afternoon.
my mind is not focused. I have never been in this kind of situation.
I have not seen her in a very long time. it hurts. a lot.
I dont want to get stood up.
im to scared to call her. she doesnt call me.
maybe i am worring to much?
maybe.