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wow. I have no written in this thing in like a year.
I got a phone call last night from sam. I could only remember his voice and not get a picture into my mind of him. he had asked me if i ever go to the mall anymore. back then i used to be at the mall everyday! i would like cry if i could go. i replied " no i got myself out of that mess" He said " good im glad thats what we all should have done before it all even got started."
i am helping my life the best i can. I have good friends i have great friends i have old friend and i have new friends. i have new members in my family and i still have the same loving people that care so much.
i am still involved in inline speed skating and field hockey.
I still love my little brother non less but more than ever. (he is a brat sometimes though)
I love the man that has always had a roof over my head and food on the table and all the support i would need to succeed. my father.
My brother andrew is in israel. i miss him dearly. i cry when he sends me pictures. i cry when he does not snore at night.
then why am i still upset?
im not poor, i have a family that loves me for who i really am and i have amazing friends and i have my sports isant that all i need? what more do i need?
The truth is thats all someone should ever need. but for me, i put my heart out on the line to many times. i found the girl of my dreams.
When Arianna came into my life is was like amazing i fell for her so bad. we took things to fast and things ended bad.
ugh my time is up.
Later
I got a phone call last night from sam. I could only remember his voice and not get a picture into my mind of him. he had asked me if i ever go to the mall anymore. back then i used to be at the mall everyday! i would like cry if i could go. i replied " no i got myself out of that mess" He said " good im glad thats what we all should have done before it all even got started."
i am helping my life the best i can. I have good friends i have great friends i have old friend and i have new friends. i have new members in my family and i still have the same loving people that care so much.
i am still involved in inline speed skating and field hockey.
I still love my little brother non less but more than ever. (he is a brat sometimes though)
I love the man that has always had a roof over my head and food on the table and all the support i would need to succeed. my father.
My brother andrew is in israel. i miss him dearly. i cry when he sends me pictures. i cry when he does not snore at night.
then why am i still upset?
im not poor, i have a family that loves me for who i really am and i have amazing friends and i have my sports isant that all i need? what more do i need?
The truth is thats all someone should ever need. but for me, i put my heart out on the line to many times. i found the girl of my dreams.
When Arianna came into my life is was like amazing i fell for her so bad. we took things to fast and things ended bad.
ugh my time is up.
Later