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wow, i so have time for nothing anymore.
i leave for philly in like less than a week, and i am excited to get away. i have been so busy with journalism and working i barley have time to just do nothing and get away.
ive noticed my friends have been changing alot latly, which is a good and bad thing. James has become someone that i never thought i would be so close with. he is a really good friend, and im glad that i decided to give him a second chance. Lauren has become a more prominate person in my life as well which i am very happy about. ive missed her alot.
ive noticed that brittney gets on my nevers more than usual latly. i dont like the people she hangs out with, i dont know why but i just dont. i think that has really changed my perspective on her, she seems different around them somehow. Zach is just.. gone. i never see him, i never talk to him and i rarly get a chance to. i do miss how close we used to be. it seems like once summer ended we went our seperate ways. even at school i dont even see him unless we have yearbook.
i am so happy and so dreading my position as editor in chief. i love it, its an amazing feeling but its also hard to take so much of my time away to teach people and to make things work. i am becoming drained, but that is not going to stop me- it never does.
Halloween wasnt that great this year. i had to do a bounch of shit and then go to work, so i really didnt get to enjoy it as much as i wanted to, and then i just came home and went to bed. but chirstmas is almost here.
ive been writing in my journal every day. sense i really have no time to hang out, i dont have alot of people to talk to anymore. so i have been writing everything down, and i think its helping my temper and my whole like aura. i know, corny. but its for real.
i miss kip. i just cant help it. i know i shouldnt, and i know i shouldnt care but i just do. i know hes probably not worth it, but i just cant help it.
i leave for philly in like less than a week, and i am excited to get away. i have been so busy with journalism and working i barley have time to just do nothing and get away.
ive noticed my friends have been changing alot latly, which is a good and bad thing. James has become someone that i never thought i would be so close with. he is a really good friend, and im glad that i decided to give him a second chance. Lauren has become a more prominate person in my life as well which i am very happy about. ive missed her alot.
ive noticed that brittney gets on my nevers more than usual latly. i dont like the people she hangs out with, i dont know why but i just dont. i think that has really changed my perspective on her, she seems different around them somehow. Zach is just.. gone. i never see him, i never talk to him and i rarly get a chance to. i do miss how close we used to be. it seems like once summer ended we went our seperate ways. even at school i dont even see him unless we have yearbook.
i am so happy and so dreading my position as editor in chief. i love it, its an amazing feeling but its also hard to take so much of my time away to teach people and to make things work. i am becoming drained, but that is not going to stop me- it never does.
Halloween wasnt that great this year. i had to do a bounch of shit and then go to work, so i really didnt get to enjoy it as much as i wanted to, and then i just came home and went to bed. but chirstmas is almost here.
ive been writing in my journal every day. sense i really have no time to hang out, i dont have alot of people to talk to anymore. so i have been writing everything down, and i think its helping my temper and my whole like aura. i know, corny. but its for real.
i miss kip. i just cant help it. i know i shouldnt, and i know i shouldnt care but i just do. i know hes probably not worth it, but i just cant help it.