hey, sup guys
Life is good. I haven't updated recently, but hey, what's new?
Things that are cool:
Work: I'm feeling better at it and a lot more productive. Yay!
Roommates: I love them, they love me, and everything's awesome!
Health: Still a size 10, been feeling unhealthy lately even though I've been hitting the BRAND NEW EXERCISE BIKE and I need to cut down on the cupcakes & cookies... It's hard to balance my "just enjoy life and roll with it" views with my "STARVE SELF/LOSE WEIGHT" desires. Meh.
Lurve: Single, okay with it. Went on a date with a guy from OKC. He was nice! I don't know. I am resistant to change and unsure if I am interested in him or if I am interested in getting attention. Flirting is easy and it's what I do, and I haven't had a flirtation outlet in awhile. So I'm trying not to fall into that, but eh, we'll see.
Creativity: ZERO ZILCH NADA ZIP what is up with that.
I have nothing to talk about and nothing to draw. I do have a hair fall project to work on, but beyond a day of doodling in margins, I'm not as stoked about anything right now as I'd like to be. I wish I had a project to focus on, but I have zeeeeeeeeeero drive to do anything. It's starting to make me feel a little crazy, to the point of feeling bored all the time. I'm bored with the internet, I'm bored with reading, I'm bored with sooooo many things. I need something to do. That might be why I started the online dating thing, but so far, nobody ELSE on okc has proved themselves remotely interesting enough to message. Fun times.
But! Life is good! I am just a little "meh" atm.
I had a fantastic Valentine's Day, and that was good. I am full of pizza, warm, and mostly content.
I just, I don't know, man. I want some drive.
Things that are cool:
Work: I'm feeling better at it and a lot more productive. Yay!
Roommates: I love them, they love me, and everything's awesome!
Health: Still a size 10, been feeling unhealthy lately even though I've been hitting the BRAND NEW EXERCISE BIKE and I need to cut down on the cupcakes & cookies... It's hard to balance my "just enjoy life and roll with it" views with my "STARVE SELF/LOSE WEIGHT" desires. Meh.
Lurve: Single, okay with it. Went on a date with a guy from OKC. He was nice! I don't know. I am resistant to change and unsure if I am interested in him or if I am interested in getting attention. Flirting is easy and it's what I do, and I haven't had a flirtation outlet in awhile. So I'm trying not to fall into that, but eh, we'll see.
Creativity: ZERO ZILCH NADA ZIP what is up with that.
I have nothing to talk about and nothing to draw. I do have a hair fall project to work on, but beyond a day of doodling in margins, I'm not as stoked about anything right now as I'd like to be. I wish I had a project to focus on, but I have zeeeeeeeeeero drive to do anything. It's starting to make me feel a little crazy, to the point of feeling bored all the time. I'm bored with the internet, I'm bored with reading, I'm bored with sooooo many things. I need something to do. That might be why I started the online dating thing, but so far, nobody ELSE on okc has proved themselves remotely interesting enough to message. Fun times.
But! Life is good! I am just a little "meh" atm.
I had a fantastic Valentine's Day, and that was good. I am full of pizza, warm, and mostly content.
I just, I don't know, man. I want some drive.