Drabble: Smoke
Sex was the easiest means of escape. His past, present and future always became a blur of sensation, pleasure, and release. Those were the best times, and Gojyo always envied Goku for existing like that all the time. He pitied Hakkai, who would never allow himself to get lost in any way. Gojyo had tried to push him in the direction of a girl exactly once, and would probably never forget Hakkai's expression when he did so.
Sometimes at night he'd light a cigarette and watch as the smoke climbed toward the stars, wondering when forgiveness would ever be enough.