May 17, 2023 16:14
i think i just needed some vitamins yesterday. i had a vitamin c smoothie and i think after my body absorbed that, i felt better. at this time yesterday i felt bad but by the time i got on the bus i felt normal. daryl surat went to the store and got us pot roast and egg noodles which i still had to cook lol but it was fine because i felt fine by then. i should probably add that ready pot roast to my shopping list lol, just put some in the freezer or whatever in case i feel like dirt and don't want to stand in front of the stove.
i read tombs by junji ito and it was pretty good. i mean, it's junji ito. you really can't go wrong. the title story is really really good and creepy. some of the stories are better than others, but of course junji ito is the master of the gross page turn reveal so there's that. i almost didn't finish it in time because i haven't really been in the mood for scary comics.
right now i am reading several pretty good pagan books and i am trying very hard to not read fifteen of them at once, lol. i am reading the big book of pagan prayer and ritual, the holy wild, and i checked out the holy wild grimoire but i haven't really gotten too far into it. these are all ebooks. i have some physical books checked out also and one of them is quite old in terms of women's rituals, but i feel like i like those older ones a bit better than the more modern ones. i like the holy wild, though, so hopefully things are turning around in the pagan book department...they are always so hit and miss so i'm grateful for things like the library or kindle unlimited so i can read something before i buy it. a while back i was trying to get into some queer pagan books and they were all just garbage written by people who spend half their time talking about themselves, really obnoxious. i put in an ILL request for a wiccan minister's manual, hopefully that will also be good. i have been trying not to buy a bunch of books even though I will probably end up ordering these books that i am reading now.
i feel very clear-headed today, which is nice. i had a hard time waking up and got gas station food for breakfast, which i am trying not to do, but today i was like ugh there's no way i am going to get up and make coffee and eggs in time to get out the door, let me lay here and get dressed at the last minute and just hit up the gas station. tonight daryl surat has to go have mother's day dinner with his pain in the ass mother so i'm going to be able to get a little alone time at least, which will probably be spent going swimming and making pad thai or some other activity that i do without him anyway. i am pretty excited to eat some pad thai, though. not gonna lie.
reading rainbow