I can see my base from here!
Here's a quote from me earlier, when I was with my first boyfriend and was going through rocky times:
"Yeah, I believe in love, but I also believe in common sense.
I'm not sure how to describe it, but I'm pretty sure that most of the time, if someone's chasing you down relentlessly from the start, it's probably not true love and just obsession. They're either desperate or lonely or in love with the idea of you or being with you, not necessarily all the components of your personality and life that a person consists of. Of course, I could be completely wrong, but this has just been what I've observed in myself and others. People that I was infatuated with would instantly lose their appeal once I saw the rest of their personality. In contrast, the reason I started talking to my (ex)boyfriend was because I was pissed at something that his character in an RP did at a now-defunct forum. We've been together for almost five years."
Haha, past self, you win all of the internet or some shit. Cause guess what, you were RIGHT!
I mean Jesus Christ how did I let myself get so blind-sided.... agh.
Well, I know the first relationship wouldn't have lasted much longer, if only from frustration from distance, so I suppose there is that comfort.
God, just wish I could skip the bullshit of dating and just jump into a committed relationship but NOPE, that's how you fuck yourself over!
I don't feel resentful just... fucking retarded for being duped so thoroughly.
"Ah, to be young and in love..."
"Yeah, I believe in love, but I also believe in common sense.
I'm not sure how to describe it, but I'm pretty sure that most of the time, if someone's chasing you down relentlessly from the start, it's probably not true love and just obsession. They're either desperate or lonely or in love with the idea of you or being with you, not necessarily all the components of your personality and life that a person consists of. Of course, I could be completely wrong, but this has just been what I've observed in myself and others. People that I was infatuated with would instantly lose their appeal once I saw the rest of their personality. In contrast, the reason I started talking to my (ex)boyfriend was because I was pissed at something that his character in an RP did at a now-defunct forum. We've been together for almost five years."
Haha, past self, you win all of the internet or some shit. Cause guess what, you were RIGHT!
I mean Jesus Christ how did I let myself get so blind-sided.... agh.
Well, I know the first relationship wouldn't have lasted much longer, if only from frustration from distance, so I suppose there is that comfort.
God, just wish I could skip the bullshit of dating and just jump into a committed relationship but NOPE, that's how you fuck yourself over!
I don't feel resentful just... fucking retarded for being duped so thoroughly.
"Ah, to be young and in love..."