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i don't know what to do with myself anymore... the only things that can capture my attention are movies and broomball... i just want to go far away from here. to get away from everything that reminds me of him. i still very much love him... i still hurt a lot inside and still really want him back. maybe i just need to go spend sometime outside michigan. i want to run away from everything. i'm tired of hurting. i'm tired of my ups and downs... i want to be better. i want to be his friend since he doesn't want me any more than that. i still feel that i must have done something wrong. that i was a bad girlfriend. that it was all my fault...
if i disappear, i don't think people would really notice...
i need to be able to concentrate on school, but my depression over him is affecting that..... hopefully the counselor can help me with that.....
if i disappear, i don't think people would really notice...
i need to be able to concentrate on school, but my depression over him is affecting that..... hopefully the counselor can help me with that.....