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so i'm trying really hard to be positive... but it's kind of hard when i read someone's lj.... i don't know why it upsets me. i can see how much fun that person is having... but idk... i guess i just let myself get to attached. i gave that person a part of my heart and they still have it. i'm so confused right now... i know what i really want. but i don't know if i'll get it. *sigh*
i know that what i'm saying i've been saying all along, i just can't seem to stop thinking... it hurts...
anyway, hopefully i get a ride back up saturday. i would like to leave before that, but i don't have anywhere to stay... and hopefully i hear back from the person giving me the ride saturday.
i know that what i'm saying i've been saying all along, i just can't seem to stop thinking... it hurts...
anyway, hopefully i get a ride back up saturday. i would like to leave before that, but i don't have anywhere to stay... and hopefully i hear back from the person giving me the ride saturday.