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Alright. I'm sure that this wont turn out right. and i suppose that is alright. I'm listening to a song that i have been avoiding for over a week or so because it's new and i just want to make sure that it has a fair chance with me as i am far to critical these days. but not tonight. i am being level and well, fair. next i am either going to listen to this song again or listen to JAKS(which i have also put off for some reason)
You know when i think back on a lot of things i am sure that i did try really hard to be a good friend. I mean i really did'nt TRY, i just thought i was there they way a friend should be. I guess i really am not. I dont respond to the letters. I am not understanding when i am forgotten. I cant follow through. and i have noticed that the "sarai novelty" wears off real fast. Too fast for me to feel okay with it.
Honestly I wanted to be a good friend, and i wanted to know a few of them for a really long time. but it doesn't look like that will happen.
I don't know what to think about that.
And i am going to write the following down just because right now,I don think I want to forget it.
Most mornings i wake up and i'm just so silly. i make rhymes that i think are awfuly cute. i sit "indian style" on this bed and know that its seven a.m. and im okay with that. I hanvt slept. and im not used to breakfast being at lunch. but that's okay cause i just smile so much.
i want to go to boston. there everything is made of bricks and people talk intersting like.
You know when i think back on a lot of things i am sure that i did try really hard to be a good friend. I mean i really did'nt TRY, i just thought i was there they way a friend should be. I guess i really am not. I dont respond to the letters. I am not understanding when i am forgotten. I cant follow through. and i have noticed that the "sarai novelty" wears off real fast. Too fast for me to feel okay with it.
Honestly I wanted to be a good friend, and i wanted to know a few of them for a really long time. but it doesn't look like that will happen.
I don't know what to think about that.
And i am going to write the following down just because right now,I don think I want to forget it.
Most mornings i wake up and i'm just so silly. i make rhymes that i think are awfuly cute. i sit "indian style" on this bed and know that its seven a.m. and im okay with that. I hanvt slept. and im not used to breakfast being at lunch. but that's okay cause i just smile so much.
i want to go to boston. there everything is made of bricks and people talk intersting like.