im so lame...
and maybe thats why i cant hold on to anyone...
i jsut sit and watch terrible tv. i dont want to do that anymore but i know i will. and i write these pathetic letters that i know ill never send(which all together is in my best interest not to send them)
and i watch depressing movies. amd get sad. and write more letters. that ill never send. and i write lists that dont mean anything at all. so unimportant. and i couldnt write a grammatically correct sentence to save the world.
i miss my diary sooo much but she still has it, and its completely my fault for being so careless with it. and i miss so many of my frieds that i havnt seen
and friends that i may not see for a very long time. and its so depressing knowing that most of them are so near.
and im sooo terribly good at being disapointed.
and i couldnt even begin to tell you how awkward it it to recieve a hug from someone you know very well dislikes you. and you dont even really know why it is that she dislikes you but you are sure she has her 101 reasons.
and i wanted to fly a kite today. i have two. perhaps tomorrow.
i jsut sit and watch terrible tv. i dont want to do that anymore but i know i will. and i write these pathetic letters that i know ill never send(which all together is in my best interest not to send them)
and i watch depressing movies. amd get sad. and write more letters. that ill never send. and i write lists that dont mean anything at all. so unimportant. and i couldnt write a grammatically correct sentence to save the world.
i miss my diary sooo much but she still has it, and its completely my fault for being so careless with it. and i miss so many of my frieds that i havnt seen
and friends that i may not see for a very long time. and its so depressing knowing that most of them are so near.
and im sooo terribly good at being disapointed.
and i couldnt even begin to tell you how awkward it it to recieve a hug from someone you know very well dislikes you. and you dont even really know why it is that she dislikes you but you are sure she has her 101 reasons.
and i wanted to fly a kite today. i have two. perhaps tomorrow.