Nov 27, 2015 22:30
I think it might be the closeness to the holidays that struck this up, but I am homesick in ways I can't describe. My previous plans for a birthday gift have collapsed, and now what has been done can be undone, so for now I'm content to let the melatonin pull me under.
My heart aches thinking of the place I was this time last year. It wasn't perfect - not by a long shot, and I'm not sorry I left. Still, I want to go back.
I might - might - go to a play party tomorrow night. We'll see. I've done a decent job of not leaving the house today, but I'm mostly out of food and definitely out of conditioner and various other things. Will this be the return of Iris? I'm not sure yet. We'll see what the new year brings us.
On the plus side, I switched my plane ticket so I'll be back in Dallas for a week and change, instead of the four days I previously had. Maybe that'll knock me back into my head. We'll see.
recreational outrageousness,
chasing the nostalgia dragon,
omg christmas you guys