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i dont like to write my
plans in pen
a reminder that nothing is permanent.
i will always be changing
and learning.
as i learn my view will
change and
my reaction will cause me
to find new hopes
and dreams
to follow.
i realized recently that i have put too much focus on the steps i have to take to reach my dreams and not enough time on what me dreams is
what do i really want in life?
what is it i hope to create with my life?
how can i make my life worthwhile?
So, I try to break it down.
To strip all my previous plans of the details and layers and specifics.
this is my conclusion.
the center of my existence.
I want to improve life,
because in doing so my life will be improved.
thus continuing and pushing the continuous motion of positivity and love that I enjoy so much.
by doing this i personally will cause a chain reaction
of joy reaching around the earth and through time.
throughout all humanity.
this goodness and understanding and love and opening our minds and hearts and compromising and sharing and being:
will push us as a collective force of energy into the universe and into the next step, the next ripple of energy and life
effecting our planet.
the key to our success as an evolving species is karma
we must evolve as a new species by doing our best to help the "younger" less evolved members of our shared world.
buy doing this and keeping them strong and moving we will be pushed from being and encouraged and fed to grow.
also, we must respect what is "older" and more or differently powerful. what is a much older and separate force.
for this is the only way to ensure that the evolution of what is older does not ensure its own survival by destroying us.
In this way i find purpose in myself. knowing that my actions will affect the next step and ripple in time one way or the other.
this is how i can climb to the farthest points of the universe and back deep inside my self.
this is how i connect.
this is how i matter.
my actions will serve as my tools and time as my teacher.
with every new experience my tools will be shaped and sculpted so as to
accomplish more with them and be more because of them.
plans in pen
a reminder that nothing is permanent.
i will always be changing
and learning.
as i learn my view will
change and
my reaction will cause me
to find new hopes
and dreams
to follow.
i realized recently that i have put too much focus on the steps i have to take to reach my dreams and not enough time on what me dreams is
what do i really want in life?
what is it i hope to create with my life?
how can i make my life worthwhile?
So, I try to break it down.
To strip all my previous plans of the details and layers and specifics.
this is my conclusion.
the center of my existence.
I want to improve life,
because in doing so my life will be improved.
thus continuing and pushing the continuous motion of positivity and love that I enjoy so much.
by doing this i personally will cause a chain reaction
of joy reaching around the earth and through time.
throughout all humanity.
this goodness and understanding and love and opening our minds and hearts and compromising and sharing and being:
will push us as a collective force of energy into the universe and into the next step, the next ripple of energy and life
effecting our planet.
the key to our success as an evolving species is karma
we must evolve as a new species by doing our best to help the "younger" less evolved members of our shared world.
buy doing this and keeping them strong and moving we will be pushed from being and encouraged and fed to grow.
also, we must respect what is "older" and more or differently powerful. what is a much older and separate force.
for this is the only way to ensure that the evolution of what is older does not ensure its own survival by destroying us.
In this way i find purpose in myself. knowing that my actions will affect the next step and ripple in time one way or the other.
this is how i can climb to the farthest points of the universe and back deep inside my self.
this is how i connect.
this is how i matter.
my actions will serve as my tools and time as my teacher.
with every new experience my tools will be shaped and sculpted so as to
accomplish more with them and be more because of them.