seems like the excitement's dying down for awhile and lethargy is kicking in. everyone around me seems to be settling down too. i wonder how is chris doing; we haven't really spoke to each other since the last time i met her. think that was with nick as well. we've been going our separate ways for many years now, but i think it's only about now that i feel like we're really walking down our respective forks in the road.
no regrets, you say. go all out. easier said than done, really.
we've moved past the working stage. most of us now have already begun working somewhere towards our career path. the next stage is marriage. it's an unbelievably scary thought that i might have to address it soon, sigh. i'm not ready. i wonder if my mind would change if i went over.
on another note, i'm going to be wearing a pink bridesmaid dress. *wails*
thank god it's simple. no way in hell i'm going to be bobbing around in something that looks like a tutu. it's a funny feeling, that my sister is going to get married next year. i can't explain it. i wonder if you felt this way too? i wish i could see the pictures. and the clock is ticking.
i finished with
boys over flowers and
speech of silence quicker than i thought. and i've started on
full house. what is it with me and tv recently.. i wonder. everyone knows i rarely watch tv. i do hope i'm not neglecting daniel this way though, cause i know i haven't given anything much up yet. i hope it's work time i'm replacing, haha. :3
it's going to be a tough life again soon.
i read this entry somewhere about the soundtrack of one's life and it got me wondering. still musing over it.
uno, do, tres, cuatro. boom. chak. players gonna play.