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i believe i've found out what i thought i never would. i've read through my writings, things i've said before and the harsh reality has finally struck home: i don't think i ever will.

maybe this is really for the better.

feeling a bit zonked out these days -- sleep eludes me when i try or think that it's about time to crash. when i turn to something else for distraction, it sneaks up on me suddenly and i'd pass out for the longest time ever. it's so hard to control too. that's something that i really appreciate about working (even though i bitch about it every morning when i have to get up to get to work); there is at least a steady rhythm maintained everyday.

i'm in desperate need of affection; yes, a little LOA recently. not the sort of make-out sessions' affection though. i miss the safe and warm hugs, hand-holding and tugging me along, someone making me smile in that way i can't explain. i miss that feeling of knowing you're there. i miss love.

there is an air of despondency around me.

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i want you get it, i want you get it now
get up, get up, get up
let me feel emotion
get up, get up, get up
oh oh oh oh oh