Don't touch me...
I can't help but wonder what the f*ck happened?!
somewhere along the line i got older than my older sister, and she is coming to me asking for advice that i have no idea about so i have to make up shit onthe spot just to avoid her screaming in my ear.
I still haven't made that phone call to that old friend. Maybe i'll call her tonight or tomorrow when i get back from the hospital... i don't know. I think i'm paranoid of all of it...
*sniff*
I'm wired due to having that procedure tomorrow and i really don't know what to expect only that i have this time and at least one more time to go intot he hospital for procedures and in the end i should feel better but I have essentially missed the WHOLE GODDAMNED F*CKING SUMMER!!!!!! *pant pant*
i haven't been able to to go a show to see my favorite band since February when all of this sh!t started.
I have just about had enough... I feel like it isn't going to be fine again... I'm waiting for the day to come when i can do all the things i used to do without worrying about the fall out from acting my age.
i'm tired of it all but at least i have people who care about me and a man who loves me...
At least through it all i have my sense of humor
... after all it could have been much worse...
somewhere along the line i got older than my older sister, and she is coming to me asking for advice that i have no idea about so i have to make up shit onthe spot just to avoid her screaming in my ear.
I still haven't made that phone call to that old friend. Maybe i'll call her tonight or tomorrow when i get back from the hospital... i don't know. I think i'm paranoid of all of it...
*sniff*
I'm wired due to having that procedure tomorrow and i really don't know what to expect only that i have this time and at least one more time to go intot he hospital for procedures and in the end i should feel better but I have essentially missed the WHOLE GODDAMNED F*CKING SUMMER!!!!!! *pant pant*
i haven't been able to to go a show to see my favorite band since February when all of this sh!t started.
I have just about had enough... I feel like it isn't going to be fine again... I'm waiting for the day to come when i can do all the things i used to do without worrying about the fall out from acting my age.
i'm tired of it all but at least i have people who care about me and a man who loves me...
At least through it all i have my sense of humor
... after all it could have been much worse...