Sep 10, 2007 19:23
I don't knwo why i try anymore... I'm tired of trying to hang out with people or thinkin the best of people... "... it's just one of those you don't wanna wake up, everything is fucked everybody sux..."
I wasn't tryin to piss her off but looks like I did... AGAIN!
This time it wasn't word vomit thankfully it was just plain annoyance...
I know that i've been one to stand on principle and all that.
When do I get to be important? When is it my turn? I'm tired of taking a backseat... Tired of being background color and noise...
I understand that I confuse the notion of friendship with it not being a conflict of interest with marriage...
It's almost time for my workout and I have to get changed and stretch... I hear his master's voice that it's time for my medication...
if this could blow goats it would turn it down as being too good of a choice.