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And continuing with the ups and downs, I revisit this week. Lots of crying and weed and chocolate and sweating. I liked swimming the most. I'm cutting down/trying to stop smoking cigarettes because they are repulsive. I'm also cutting down my hours so I'll only work one or two days a week instead of five or six. I want some summer before it goes away and I'm packing for fall. I've been sad since the death of Trevor's dad, and my grandma being sick. I cried a lot for myself, too (disgusting, je sais) but Tim helped and I'm happier. I'm excited for a lot of things:
- the fair/hotel party after
-camping in august with tim
- jimmah's party
-annie, rock the bells perhaps
- not working as much
- umass!
- tonight/ more adventures with eva
- road tripping with dana

I don't know. I feel light and good and last night was silly.