hold my hand
over time, things lose their novelty. my birthday, for example - even christmas.
kind of disappointing i suppose, but somewhat expected.
i find myself disliking how i am as the days roll on. i feel no motivation and see no objective. i'm no different than the people i complain about, because face it, we're all hypocrites. i'm just as lazy, just as uncommitted, just as indifferent, just as ignorant.
sure, i'll also find myself dreaming about a miracle, but dreams are exactly what they are.
what i'm trying to come to terms with...is, how is it that, one day out of the year you know what you feel and you want what you feel but the next year on that same day, it's completely different? people slip in and out of situations all the time... i just don't understand it. and i'll be honest, it scares me. for sure it does.
Someone, hold my hand.
kind of disappointing i suppose, but somewhat expected.
i find myself disliking how i am as the days roll on. i feel no motivation and see no objective. i'm no different than the people i complain about, because face it, we're all hypocrites. i'm just as lazy, just as uncommitted, just as indifferent, just as ignorant.
sure, i'll also find myself dreaming about a miracle, but dreams are exactly what they are.
what i'm trying to come to terms with...is, how is it that, one day out of the year you know what you feel and you want what you feel but the next year on that same day, it's completely different? people slip in and out of situations all the time... i just don't understand it. and i'll be honest, it scares me. for sure it does.
Someone, hold my hand.